What you Fear, will control you.

Following the last post, I just wanna add that repentance should have nothing to do with Fear of sin or falling into it! I personally can post a testimony from my life of when i used to struggle with something and no matter how many times I "repented" it would always come back!! I even fasted for 50 days to get rid of this sin and wanted freedom from it for good, but after all the tears, all the words, all the fasting and declarations, this particular temptation would come back and as much as i hated it, i would give in!!!! Why???? WHY?? WHY?? i would always fight with myself about it. I even got to where i almost would have rather just died rite after i "repented" that way i could go to heaven for sure!!!! See, i never actually repented in the first place because, my acts were based off a fear of the sin!! i didnt wanna go to hell, so i asked for forgiveness, then i spent every day hoping and praying that i wouldnt do it again!!! (I feared falling into sin) Therefore, sin controlled me!! Whatever you fear controls you. God showed me this almost 2 years ago and told me to only fear Him and nothing else!! This is why repentance isnt sin focused as much as its God focused!!When we repent now, its not to feel depressed, then cry then live scared of doing it again!!! It is a means of going to heaven and experiencing the kingdom and worshipping the king and establishing the goodness of heaven all over earth!!!!!! (and when this is the focus, there will be no problem sin) In the presence of god, the presence of sin is no more!!! BAMM!!!!So i dont flee from temptation as paul states by running in fear that i am weak!!! I actually am more than a conquerer and have the king of Glory living inside of me. So my new way of fleeing temptation is when it comes, I flee the natural realm of earth, get a word from heaven, and establish it rite there on the spot!! Then, temptation does not intimidate me, but I and all of heaven intimidate temptations!!!!There is no fear anymore guys!!!!! So lets stay away from fear!! the holy ghost didnt come to bring fear anyways and nor does he, there is no fear or depression of sin in any of the fruits of the Spirit!!! Love, JOY,PEACE,PATIENCE,GOODNESS,KINDNESS,GENTLENESS,FAITHFULNESS,and SELF-CONTROL!!! Lets start practicing these fruits as God already does and be happy and excited and free once and for all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(DO NOT FEAR SIN or FALLING INTO IT!!!!!!) STAND FIRM AND OVERFLOW HEAVEN ON EARTH with all the bliss of HEAVEN!!!!!! YAYYYYY!!! HAPPINESS! AND FREEDOM!!!